im so confused and sick to my stomache in love with you. every single day you look at me and i stare back into your eyes and everything just seems so perfect. but then you go and hangout with all these girls who are 10x skinnier and prettier then me and i feel like shit because i know i have NO chance against them. and then i see your tagged in some fucking facebook pictures with you labeled as her “best friend”. BEST FRIEND MY FUCKING ASS.
do you know how god damn hard it is to sit next to you every day and hide the fact that i like you so much it hurts. im terrified that if you find out, you’ll disconnect yourself from me forever. because thats what every other guy i liked has done. i dont want to lose you, but theres only 8 days left before im forced to. on that last day im not going to be able to hold back the tears. ill say im sad about leaving the class, but im telling you right now ill be lying.
and at that last second. when i see you walk down that hallway for the last time. i’ll think of every word you said to me. and every moment we had. knowing that once again i screwed up somewhere along the way. and lost the one and only thing i truely have ever wanted.
you.
